[1] This story was written in collaboration with Miss Ina Lillian
Peterson, to whom is rightly due the credit for whatever merit it may
have.
I taught a little country school near Brownville, which, as
every one knows who has had the good luck to live there, is the capital
of a considerable expanse of the finest scenery in California. The town
is somewhat frequented in summer by a class of persons whom it is the
habit of the local journal to call "pleasure seekers," but who by a
juster classification would be known as "the sick and those in
adversity." Brownville itself might rightly enough be described, indeed,
as a summer place of last resort. It is fairly well endowed with
boarding-houses, at the least pernicious of which I performed twice a
day (lunching at the schoolhouse) the humble rite of cementing the
alliance between soul and body. From this "hostelry" (as the local
journal preferred to call it when it did not call it a "caravanserai")
to the schoolhouse the distance by the wagon road was about a mile and a
half; but there was a trail, very little used, which led over an
intervening range of low, heavily wooded hills, considerably shortening
the distance. By this trail I was returning one evening later than
usual. It was the last day of the term and I had been detained at the
schoolhouse until almost dark, preparing an account of my stewardship
for the trustees--two of whom, I proudly reflected, would be able to
read it, and the third (an instance of the dominion of mind over matter)
would be overruled in his customary antagonism to the schoolmaster of
his own creation.
I had gone not more than a quarter of the way
when, finding an interest in the antics of a family of lizards which
dwelt thereabout and seemed full of reptilian joy for their immunity
from the ills incident to life at the Brownville House, I sat upon a
fallen tree to observe them. As I leaned wearily against a branch of the
gnarled old trunk the twilight deepened in the somber woods and the
faint new moon began casting visible shadows and gilding the leaves of
the trees with a tender but ghostly light.
I heard the sound of
voices--a woman's, angry, impetuous, rising against deep masculine
tones, rich and musical. I strained my eyes, peering through the dusky
shadows of the wood, hoping to get a view of the intruders on my
solitude, but could see no one. For some yards in each direction I had
an uninterrupted view of the trail, and knowing of no other within a
half mile thought the persons heard must be approaching from the wood at
one side. There was no sound but that of the voices, which were now so
distinct that I could catch the words. That of the man gave me an
impression of anger, abundantly confirmed by the matter spoken.
"I
will have no threats; you are powerless, as you very well know. Let
things remain as they are or, by God! you shall both suffer for it."
"What do you mean?"--this was the voice of the woman, a cultivated voice, the voice of a lady. "You would not--murder us."
There
was no reply, at least none that was audible to me. During the silence I
peered into the wood in hope to get a glimpse of the speakers, for I
felt sure that this was an affair of gravity in which ordinary scruples
ought not to count. It seemed to me that the woman was in peril; at any
rate the man had not disavowed a willingness to murder. When a man is
enacting the rle of potential assassin he has not the right to choose
his audience.
After some little time I saw them, indistinct in the
moonlight among the trees. The man, tall and slender, seemed clothed in
black; the woman wore, as nearly as I could make out, a gown of gray
stuff. Evidently they were still unaware of my presence in the shadow,
though for some reason when they renewed their conversation they spoke
in lower tones and I could no longer understand. As I looked the woman
seemed to sink to the ground and raise her hands in supplication, as is
frequently done on the stage and never, so far as I knew, anywhere else,
and I am now not altogether sure that it was done in this instance. The
man fixed his eyes upon her; they seemed to glitter bleakly in the
moonlight with an expression that made me apprehensive that he would
turn them upon me. I do not know by what impulse I was moved, but I
sprang to my feet out of the shadow. At that instant the figures
vanished. I peered in vain through the spaces among the trees and clumps
of undergrowth. The night wind rustled the leaves; the lizards had
retired early, reptiles of exemplary habits. The little moon was already
slipping behind a black hill in the west.
I went home, somewhat
disturbed in mind, half doubting that I had heard or seen any living
thing excepting the lizards. It all seemed a trifle odd and uncanny. It
was as if among the several phenomena, objective and subjective, that
made the sum total of the incident there had been an uncertain element
which had diffused its dubious character over all--had leavened the
whole mass with unreality. I did not like it.
At the breakfast
table the next morning there was a new face; opposite me sat a young
woman at whom I merely glanced as I took my seat. In speaking to the
high and mighty female personage who condescended to seem to wait upon
us, this girl soon invited my attention by the sound of her voice, which
was like, yet not altogether like, the one still murmuring in my memory
of the previous evening's adventure. A moment later another girl, a few
years older, entered the room and sat at the left of the other,
speaking to her a gentle "good morning." By _her_ voice I was startled:
it was without doubt the one of which the first girl's had reminded me.
Here was the lady of the sylvan incident sitting bodily before me, "in
her habit as she lived."
Evidently enough the two were sisters.
With
a nebulous kind of apprehension that I might be recognized as the mute
inglorious hero of an adventure which had in my consciousness and
conscience something of the character of eavesdropping, I allowed myself
only a hasty cup of the lukewarm coffee thoughtfully provided by the
prescient waitress for the emergency, and left the table. As I passed
out of the house into the grounds I heard a rich, strong male voice
singing an aria from "Rigoletto." I am bound to say that it was
exquisitely sung, too, but there was something in the performance that
displeased me, I could say neither what nor why, and I walked rapidly
away.
Returning later in the day I saw the elder of the two young
women standing on the porch and near her a tall man in black
clothing--the man whom I had expected to see. All day the desire to know
something of these persons had been uppermost in my mind and I now
resolved to learn what I could of them in any way that was neither
dishonorable nor low.
The man was talking easily and affably to
his companion, but at the sound of my footsteps on the gravel walk he
ceased, and turning about looked me full in the face. He was apparently
of middle age, dark and uncommonly handsome. His attire was faultless,
his bearing easy and graceful, the look which he turned upon me open,
free, and devoid of any suggestion of rudeness. Nevertheless it affected
me with a distinct emotion which on subsequent analysis in memory
appeared to be compounded of hatred and dread--I am unwilling to call it
fear. A second later the man and woman had disappeared. They seemed to
have a trick of disappearing. On entering the house, however, I saw them
through the open doorway of the parlor as I passed; they had merely
stepped through a window which opened down to the floor.
Cautiously
"approached" on the subject of her new guests my landlady proved not
ungracious. Restated with, I hope, some small reverence for English
grammar the facts were these: the two girls were Pauline and Eva Maynard
of San Francisco; the elder was Pauline. The man was Richard Benning,
their guardian, who had been the most intimate friend of their father,
now deceased. Mr. Benning had brought them to Brownville in the hope
that the mountain climate might benefit Eva, who was thought to be in
danger of consumption.
Upon these short and simple annals the
landlady wrought an embroidery of eulogium which abundantly attested her
faith in Mr. Benning's will and ability to pay for the best that her
house afforded. That he had a good heart was evident to her from his
devotion to his two beautiful wards and his really touching solicitude
for their comfort. The evidence impressed me as insufficient and I
silently found the Scotch verdict, "Not proven."
Certainly Mr.
Benning was most attentive to his wards. In my strolls about the country
I frequently encountered them--sometimes in company with other guests
of the hotel--exploring the gulches, fishing, rifle shooting, and
otherwise wiling away the monotony of country life; and although I
watched them as closely as good manners would permit I saw nothing that
would in any way explain the strange words that I had overheard in the
wood. I had grown tolerably well acquainted with the young ladies and
could exchange looks and even greetings with their guardian without
actual repugnance.
A month went by and I had almost ceased to
interest myself in their affairs when one night our entire little
community was thrown into excitement by an event which vividly recalled
my experience in the forest.
This was the death of the elder girl, Pauline.
The
sisters had occupied the same bedroom on the third floor of the house.
Waking in the gray of the morning Eva had found Pauline dead beside her.
Later, when the poor girl was weeping beside the body amid a throng of
sympathetic if not very considerate persons, Mr. Benning entered the
room and appeared to be about to take her hand. She drew away from the
side of the dead and moved slowly toward the door.
"It is you," she said--"you who have done this. You--you--you!"
"She
is raving," he said in a low voice. He followed her, step by step, as
she retreated, his eyes fixed upon hers with a steady gaze in which
there was nothing of tenderness nor of compassion. She stopped; the hand
that she had raised in accusation fell to her side, her dilated eyes
contracted visibly, the lids slowly dropped over them, veiling their
strange wild beauty, and she stood motionless and almost as white as the
dead girl lying near. The man took her hand and put his arm gently
about her shoulders, as if to support her. Suddenly she burst into a
passion of tears and clung to him as a child to its mother. He smiled
with a smile that affected me most disagreeably--perhaps any kind of
smile would have done so--and led her silently out of the room.
There
was an inquest--and the customary verdict: the deceased, it appeared,
came to her death through "heart disease." It was before the invention
of heart _failure_, though the heart of poor Pauline had indubitably
failed. The body was embalmed and taken to San Francisco by some one
summoned thence for the purpose, neither Eva nor Benning accompanying
it. Some of the hotel gossips ventured to think that very strange, and a
few hardy spirits went so far as to think it very strange indeed; but
the good landlady generously threw herself into the breach, saying it
was owing to the precarious nature of the girl's health. It is not of
record that either of the two persons most affected and apparently least
concerned made any explanation.
One evening about a week after
the death I went out upon the veranda of the hotel to get a book that I
had left there. Under some vines shutting out the moonlight from a part
of the space I saw Richard Benning, for whose apparition I was prepared
by having previously heard the low, sweet voice of Eva Maynard, whom
also I now discerned, standing before him with one hand raised to his
shoulder and her eyes, as nearly as I could judge, gazing upward into
his. He held her disengaged hand and his head was bent with a singular
dignity and grace. Their attitude was that of lovers, and as I stood in
deep shadow to observe I felt even guiltier than on that memorable night
in the wood. I was about to retire, when the girl spoke, and the
contrast between her words and her attitude was so surprising that I
remained, because I had merely forgotten to go away.
"You will
take my life," she said, "as you did Pauline's. I know your intention as
well as I know your power, and I ask nothing, only that you finish your
work without needless delay and let me be at peace."
He made no
reply--merely let go the hand that he was holding, removed the other
from his shoulder, and turning away descended the steps leading to the
garden and disappeared in the shrubbery. But a moment later I heard,
seemingly from a great distance, his fine clear voice in a barbaric
chant, which as I listened brought before some inner spiritual sense a
consciousness of some far, strange land peopled with beings having
forbidden powers. The song held me in a kind of spell, but when it had
died away I recovered and instantly perceived what I thought an
opportunity. I walked out of my shadow to where the girl stood. She
turned and stared at me with something of the look, it seemed to me, of a
hunted hare. Possibly my intrusion had frightened her.
"Miss
Maynard," I said, "I beg you to tell me who that man is and the nature
of his power over you. Perhaps this is rude in me, but it is not a
matter for idle civilities. When a woman is in danger any man has a
right to act."
She listened without visible emotion--almost I
thought without interest, and when I had finished she closed her big
blue eyes as if unspeakably weary.
"You can do nothing," she said.
I took hold of her arm, gently shaking her as one shakes a person falling into a dangerous sleep.
"You
must rouse yourself," I said; "something must be done and you must give
me leave to act. You have said that that man killed your sister, and I
believe it--that he will kill you, and I believe that."
She merely raised her eyes to mine.
"Will you not tell me all?" I added.
"There
is nothing to be done, I tell you--nothing. And if I could do anything I
would not. It does not matter in the least. We shall be here only two
days more; we go away then, oh, so far! If you have observed anything, I
beg you to be silent."
"But this is madness, girl." I was trying
by rough speech to break the deadly repose of her manner. "You have
accused him of murder. Unless you explain these things to me I shall lay
the matter before the authorities."
This roused her, but in a way
that I did not like. She lifted her head proudly and said: "Do not
meddle, sir, in what does not concern you. This is my affair, Mr. Moran,
not yours."
"It concerns every person in the country--in the
world," I answered, with equal coldness. "If you had no love for your
sister I, at least, am concerned for you."
"Listen," she
interrupted, leaning toward me. "I loved her, yes, God knows! But more
than that--beyond all, beyond expression, I love _him_. You have
overheard a secret, but you shall not make use of it to harm him. I
shall deny all. Your word against mine--it will be that. Do you think
your 'authorities' will believe you?"
She was now smiling like an
angel and, God help me! I was heels over head in love with her! Did she,
by some of the many methods of divination known to her sex, read my
feelings? Her whole manner had altered.
"Come," she said, almost
coaxingly, "promise that you will not be impolite again." She took my
arm in the most friendly way. "Come, I will walk with you. He will not
know--he will remain away all night."
Up and down the veranda we
paced in the moonlight, she seemingly forgetting her recent bereavement,
cooing and murmuring girl-wise of every kind of nothing in all
Brownville; I silent, consciously awkward and with something of the
feeling of being concerned in an intrigue. It was a revelation--this
most charming and apparently blameless creature coolly and confessedly
deceiving the man for whom a moment before she had acknowledged and
shown the supreme love which finds even death an acceptable endearment.
"Truly," I thought in my inexperience, "here is something new under the moon."
And the moon must have smiled.
Before
we parted I had exacted a promise that she would walk with me the next
afternoon--before going away forever--to the Old Mill, one of
Brownville's revered antiquities, erected in 1860.
"If he is not
about," she added gravely, as I let go the hand she had given me at
parting, and of which, may the good saints forgive me, I strove vainly
to repossess myself when she had said it--so charming, as the wise
Frenchman has pointed out, do we find woman's infidelity when we are its
objects, not its victims. In apportioning his benefactions that night
the Angel of Sleep overlooked me.
The Brownville House dined
early, and after dinner the next day Miss Maynard, who had not been at
table, came to me on the veranda, attired in the demurest of walking
costumes, saying not a word. "He" was evidently "not about." We went
slowly up the road that led to the Old Mill. She was apparently not
strong and at times took my arm, relinquishing it and taking it again
rather capriciously, I thought. Her mood, or rather her succession of
moods, was as mutable as skylight in a rippling sea. She jested as if
she had never heard of such a thing as death, and laughed on the
lightest incitement, and directly afterward would sing a few bars of
some grave melody with such tenderness of expression that I had to turn
away my eyes lest she should see the evidence of her success in art, if
art it was, not artlessness, as then I was compelled to think it. And
she said the oddest things in the most unconventional way, skirting
sometimes unfathomable abysms of thought, where I had hardly the courage
to set foot. In short, she was fascinating in a thousand and fifty
different ways, and at every step I executed a new and profounder
emotional folly, a hardier spiritual indiscretion, incurring fresh
liability to arrest by the constabulary of conscience for infractions of
my own peace.
Arriving at the mill, she made no pretense of
stopping, but turned into a trail leading through a field of stubble
toward a creek. Crossing by a rustic bridge we continued on the trail,
which now led uphill to one of the most picturesque spots in the
country. The Eagle's Nest, it was called--the summit of a cliff that
rose sheer into the air to a height of hundreds of feet above the forest
at its base. From this elevated point we had a noble view of another
valley and of the opposite hills flushed with the last rays of the
setting sun.
As we watched the light escaping to higher and higher
planes from the encroaching flood of shadow filling the valley we heard
footsteps, and in another moment were joined by Richard Benning.
"I saw you from the road," he said carelessly; "so I came up."
Being
a fool, I neglected to take him by the throat and pitch him into the
treetops below, but muttered some polite lie instead. On the girl the
effect of his coming was immediate and unmistakable. Her face was
suffused with the glory of love's transfiguration: the red light of the
sunset had not been more obvious in her eyes than was now the lovelight
that replaced it.
"I am so glad you came!" she said, giving him both her hands; and, God help me! it was manifestly true.
Seating
himself upon the ground he began a lively dissertation upon the wild
flowers of the region, a number of which he had with him. In the middle
of a facetious sentence he suddenly ceased speaking and fixed his eyes
upon Eva, who leaned against the stump of a tree, absently plaiting
grasses. She lifted her eyes in a startled way to his, as if she had
_felt_ his look. She then rose, cast away her grasses, and moved slowly
away from him. He also rose, continuing to look at her. He had still in
his hand the bunch of flowers. The girl turned, as if to speak, but said
nothing. I recall clearly now something of which I was but
half-conscious then--the dreadful contrast between the smile upon her
lips and the terrified expression in her eyes as she met his steady and
imperative gaze. I know nothing of how it happened, nor how it was that I
did not sooner understand; I only know that with the smile of an angel
upon her lips and that look of terror in her beautiful eyes Eva Maynard
sprang from the cliff and shot crashing into the tops of the pines
below!
How and how long afterward I reached the place I cannot
say, but Richard Benning was already there, kneeling beside the dreadful
thing that had been a woman.
"She is dead--quite dead," he said coldly. "I will go to town for assistance. Please do me the favor to remain."
He rose to his feet and moved away, but in a moment had stopped and turned about.
"You
have doubtless observed, my friend," he said, "that this was entirely
her own act. I did not rise in time to prevent it, and you, not knowing
her mental condition--you could not, of course, have suspected."
His manner maddened me.
"You
are as much her assassin," I said, "as if your damnable hands had cut
her throat." He shrugged his shoulders without reply and, turning,
walked away. A moment later I heard, through the deepening shadows of
the wood into which he had disappeared, a rich, strong, baritone voice
singing "La donna e mobile," from "Rigoletto."
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